I don’t know how to feel about you. When you’re around you frustrate and annoy me but at the same time you’re fun and make me laugh. We get into stupid arguments about things that don’t matter and hurt each other with words but after we see eye to eye. We both dread each other’s presence but fear growing too distant. Absolutely nothing makes sense where were concerned. It’s a unsolvable paradox that I’m trying to wrap my head around. It’s a mystery without any leads to go on. The great conundrum: How do I live with you without losing my sanity? How do I live without you and with the endless melancholy?